In secondary education, we know them as Form Teachers, but in
Temasek Poly, We know them as Careperson and our class as our
caregroup.
I'm very upset about my careperson. You see, My class is very
competitive and mainly my course does alot of coding and I can say
very proudly that I am able to grasp it better than most people. In
year 1, I wasn't paying attention in class during programming
lessons, why? Simply because the pace was too slow for me and I was
always 1 question ahead.
So, in poly, your careperson should be your best friend if you
need or meet any problems.
But for my case, no. Though my results do not reflect that of a
top student, simple because my maths wasn't good and for some
subjects, the teachers don't like me because I like to disturb them
in class. But my GPA is standing at more than 3.2++ and this
semester is the best chance for me to break into the director's
list.
I don't have the study face, my classmates all very hardworking
but only because I can use half the time they take to accomplish
exactly what they can do.
My careperson's impression of me is not very good, one of my
friend told me that even he feels that she doesn't like me maybe
because I'm famous for being late.
You know whats the thing that makes me most angry? She blatantly
told another classmate A that she feels that I have no talent
whatsoever and another classmate B has more talent than me.
What I feel is, it's all bullshit! Classmate B only has better
result than me is because my maths subjects were badly done and my
elective subs also pulled me down if not my gpa would have been
higher than his.
For this year, which is my second year. I started to grow more
and I tell say confidently, for 70% of my projects, I was the head
of creativity, I taught my teammates new ways to implementing codes
as well as coming up with ideas to solve problems.
All of my teammate appraised me as a very creative mind and not
only that, my communication skills tutor told me that I am a very
natural speaker, in my presentation and all, I am able present very
well even said that I am a very fast thinker.
Another tutor told me that, if all my classmates went for
university interview, he would have the most confidence in me to
pass the interview.
The thing now is, why doesn't my careperson see all these? How
am I not talented compared to Classmate B? My programming skills
are about the same level as him though I might lose but not more
than half an inch.
My presentation skills are better than him, in the sense that I
do not need a que card to remember what I have to say, I can even
walk into a presentation unprepared and still present better than
everyone else.
Not only that, Classmate B is generally not willing to share
codes with others while I like to help people.
Okay that aside, for today, I submitted my assignment, sadly
this subject's tutor is my careperson. I TELL YOU. SHE IS THE MOST
BIASED TEACHER EVER.
One group was generally filled with top students, gpa from 3.9
to 3.3 and initially she already said that she expected that group
to do better than everyone else.
Our group only had me and another friend and a guy who is very
weak in everything. Basically, this project was done by me and my
friend.
For the concept of the assignment, I thought of it because I
feel that it would guarantee us an A simply because no one has ever
done it and its a very unique idea. Then our assignment had to
implement Artificial Intelligence, I made a very good 1 but wasn't
given credit for it.
I mean, wtf is the meaning of this? I work so hard and thought
up of so many creative ideas, even many of my tutors recognise my
abilities but why won't my careperson see it?
And because of her biasedness against me, I will probably not do
well for her subject even though half the assignment was done by me
and I CAN SAY CONFIDENTLY THAT OUR ASSIGNMENT IS 10 FOLDS BETTER
THAN EVERYONE ELSE.
What a loser!
